CINTA

Dan jangan mengira kaudapat mengarahkan jalannya Cinta, sebab cinta, pabila dia menilaimu memang pantas, mengarahkan jalanmu. (Khalil Gibran)

CONTENT EDITING - SUNTINGAN KANDUNGAN

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It is hereby to be notified that this blog is undergoing some content editing for 48 hours time begining as per publishing this post.

Warm regard,
Mahadewaratna_Sari


Adalah dengan ini dimaklumkan bahawa blog ini sedang dalam kerja suntingan kandungan yang berlangsung selama 48 jam dari tajuk ini dikeluarkan.

Yang benar,
Mahadewaratna_Sari

Khas Buat PhiLoColy

1. You have to point out 5 romantic movies that you would love to share with your loved ones. 2. It doesn't have to be in order... as long as you love the movie, it will be fine.
3. You have to tag another 5 person to answer this tag.

Ni all time fav. Aweknye mati. best

ni cite sedih antare nurse kampung dan suami yang lumpuh


cinte orang yang hilang ingatan


cinte yang dipertemukan oleh surat dalam botol


antara dua darjat, lagu dalam ni best. E.g Getaran Jiwa


MIKEL YAU, THINKAHOLIC, HURRY ADAM, SUE ASTRINA DAN LILO TOMATO
ACARA WAJIB HUKUMNYE NIH. SILE TAG

SIA-SIA - Chairil Anwar (1943)

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Penghabisan kali itu kau datang
membawa karangan kembang
Mawar merah dan melati putih:
darah dan suci
Kau tebarkan depanku
serta pandang jang memastikan: Untukmu.

Sudah itu kita sama termangu
Saling bertanja: Apakah ini?
Tjinta? Keduanja tak mengerti.

Sehari itu kita bersama. Tak hampir-menghampiri.

Ah! hatiku jang tak mau memberi
Mampus kau dikojak-kojak sepi.




IN VAIN

The last time you came
You brought flowers,
Red roses, white jasmine,
Blood and holiness,
And spread them in front of me
With a wondering look: for you.

We were stunned
And asked each other: what's this?
Love? Niether of us understood.

That day we were together.
Wedid not touch.

But oh my heart will not give itself
Break, you bastard, ripped by your loneliness!

Naive

agak susahla nak cakap ngan orang naif ni. ape kite cakap sume nak caye. bukanye nak bodohkan, tapi dah syok sangat... ape nak buat? aku penah cakap dlu kat kawan ku laki ni kalo jujur ngan kehendaknye jadi huru hara lah dunia ni. cube bagitau aku laki mane yang x menipu? ade? angkat tangan sket. yang gay ngaku stret. cinte dijadikan alasan nak dapatkan sex. yelah, dapat ke kalo laki kate kat pempuan "aku nak fak kau"? mestilah x kan?. kurang-kurang kenela blanje nasik lemak ke, minum tea ke apeke apeke. watever it is, yang penting the method used must meet its end.

perlu diingat, dalam kamus omputeh virgin tu maksudnye xperna sekalipon kulitnye disentuh selain dari keluargenye sendiri. so kalo da gesel2 tu ku kire x virgin la senang. ape nak kesahkan. mane ade virgin yang ku penah kenal pon.

ikutkan buku, laki pemburu tapi pempuan bukan bahan buruan. yang diburu mesti kemudian disembahkan pade pempuan untuk dijage dan dari penjagaan sempurna pempuan akan dapat lebih banyak bahan untuk dijage dan laki lak dapat keyang dan sayang. haa.. tak ke pempuan lagi mulia tu. yang bangangye skang nih pempuan dah jatuh dlam kategori bahan buruan. ye kami laki pahamlah yang pempuan ni ade kuase memilih (quality control) tapi kalo dah amik mat dadah aka rempit sapdahah tu quality control ape tu? tu namoeh men sodok yo tu.

dan kebanyakan pempuan yang ku kenal mase sekolah dulu jenis ronggeng2, tudung singkat, kutu rayau, mulut campantat, dan manjang ade je kes kat sekolah dah pun selamat melahirkan anak at least sorang tak kire la kawin ke tak. dan mane hebatnye mase kat sekolah dlu? xkan sumetu korang buat sebab nak bunting je kot kah kah kah!! bangang. tu blom kire yang bunuh diri.

I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more
Oh, you're so naive yet so
How could this be done?

Your such a smiling sweetheart
Oh, and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way
Something so beautiful
That every time I look inside

I know that she knows
That I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

Dont let me down
Hold on to your kite la bro

SURAT DARI GARRETT KEPADA CATHERINE

My Darling Catherine,

Where are you? And why, I wonder as I sit alone in a darkened house, have we been forced apart?

I don’t know the answer to these questions, no matter how hard I try to understand. The reason is plain, but my mind forces me to dismiss it and I am torn by anxiety in all my waking hours. I am lost without you. I am soulless, a drifter without a home, a solitary bird in a flight to nowhere. I am all these things, and I am nothing at all. This, my darling, is my life without you. I long for you to show me how to live again.

I try to remember the way we once were, on the breezy deck of Happenstance. Do you recall how we worked on her together? We became a part of the ocean as we rebuilt her, for we both knew it was the ocean that brought us together. It was time like those that I understood the meaning of true happiness. At night, we sailed on blackened water and I watched as the moonlight reflected your beauty. I would watch you with awe and know in my heart that we’d be together forever. Is it always that way, I wonder, when two people are in love? I don’t know, but if my life since you were taken from me is any indication, then I think I know the answers. From now on I know I will be alone.

I think of you, I dream of you, I conjure you up when I need you most. This is all I can do, but to me it isn’t enough. It will never be enough, this I know, yet what else is there for me to do? If you were here, you would tell me, but I have been cheated of even that. You always knew the proper words to ease the pain I felt. You always knew how to make feel good inside.

Is it possible that you know how I feel without you? When I dream, I like to think you do. Before we came together, I moved through life without meaning, without reason. I know that somehow, every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step toward finding you. We were destined to be together.

But now, alone in my house, I have come to realize that destiny can hurt a person as much as it can bless him, and I find myself wandering why – out of all the people in the world I could ever have loved –I had to fall in love with someone who was taken away from me.

Garrett

BATTLE MOVE TO VIRTUASPHERE (rumble of integrity, deception, and charisma)

When there isn’t enough space on the street, people start to look for a new space to rumble and put their fist in form of keystrokes. Multiple entry in blog were also being used in this so-called battle of the alien. Unfortunately, one never hit the other virtually. The battle was like fighting one's own shadow. From a viewpoint of someone who has bored of being simultaneously beaten for the sake of reasoning, this is what to be referred as massive pointblank attact. It wont hit, bull’s-eye was not the main intention. A mere reflection of punching straight to the air.

Then the question of integrity, deception and charisma arouse beginning at a point where it should in the first place be taken as principles. However, not one has the guts to ask as reasoning has been kept a very long time in box full of "?". Those degenerated mark eventually tooks the 'why' and 'huh' to fight alongside resentment that wrapped beautifully in a desirable urge for correction.

There is absolutely no valid saying about taking in for a wait-and-see procedure. Apparently, both sides are now singing the war anthem and geared up for the upcoming blindfolded battle. Thus, from a bystander seat, they can only hope this battle to begin soon so they can choose which side to be with. Until it reaches the end, the decision whether to be with winner for power or looser for politic is still a big question mark. Similar to masturbation, it started with significant apparatus, movies, pictures, sounds and rubbing skills but when one jizzes up, everything that helps just don’t make sense anymore.

MAMA, SORRY SALAH PARKING

SEREMBAN-16 Feb 1.00pm waktu Seremban-KL, di sebuah pekan kecil bernama Ampangan terdapat seorang kanak-kanak telah dikatakan mencuri kereta mamanya dan tersalah parking ke dalam sungai ketika cuba memulangkanya. Kejadian ini berlaku sekitar lewat pagi di hiliran Sungai Landak yang berada betul-betul di belakang Teknik Ampangan.

Tiada pihak berkuasa mahupun ahli politik hadir untuk mengulas, cuma seorang pejalan kaki yang memberitahu insiden ini sambil menambah "tak mengapa, budak tu perlu minta maaf dari mamanya dan biarkan kereta itu hanyut bersama sampah-sampah yang lain".

Hanya seorang wartawan sahaja yang berada di sini ketika gambar ini di ambil. Penduduk tempatan sudah terbiasa dengan keadaan begini ujar En. Kasim yang minum kopi di Restoran Tobing bersebelahan jambatan itu. "Restoran ini cuma sejengkal dari sungai dan pelangganya ramai tetapi tiada siapa pun yang akan peduli pun jika ada dinosor di dalam sungai itu" tambah beliau.

Di sebelah petangnya pula hujan turun dengan lebat sekali. Air sungai naik mendadak dan menghanyutkan kereta jenis perodua kelisa ini sejauh 100meter dari tempat parkingya tadi. Penduduk disini juga mengharapkan supaya hujan turun lebih kerap untuk kereta itu dihanyutkan lebih jauh supaya tidak menyekat aliran sampah yang bakal mereka buangkan ke sungai indah nan bersih itu.

MDRS. untuk serembankl

Dengarlah.. kejap je

I dedicate this song to her.. In memories of the great love we had. Fun, carefree and inspiring kind of love.. Hmm..

1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you
I love you

PERSONAL SECURITY AND MONITORING

Some info on blogging, last night I watched Rachel Ray on blogging topic and here are some tips for online security and monitoring.

1. the internet has been with us for about 10 years now. So, don’t be surprise if some company leaves your resume untouched and just Google your name. Trust me, everything is 'googleable' nowadays. The problem is do you know your online record? Do you know what happed to your name, address, or even your phone number on the internet? Well, if you don’t I think it is time for you to take some action. You see, Google have a service called 'Google alert' whereby you can key in specific search item that you want to monitor e.g. your name and phone number. after that Google Alert will be your automatic search slave of which then send search result to your Gmail account once a week, twice a week or even as it happen. A solution that is free, automatic and easy. Just a click away and done. Google will inform you as your name/phone number appear on any website in real time.

2. Ok, now that you know somehow someone will Google you and you don’t want to be known for your bad behavior, please do remove those nasty part in your blog. But what if someone wrote something nasty about you and took your picture to make it as if you are the one who wrote it? Well, ever heard of disclaimers and website rule? You can put it on your blog too. The purpose of using it is to press charge on online misconduct. But what if you don’t know the writer? Hmm... it wouldn’t be hard to know them. Nonetheless if you are too busy to bother about this techy thingy you can just subscribe to reputationdefender.com for usd10. They will do the work. But please, for security reason, use nick name.

3. Anonimousity is a big problem for me because I don’t know how to react to anonymous contact e.g. comments. But from what I have learned, most of the comment or review from anonymous person was meant for themselves. The reason is simple, if they don’t put their name it must be because they don’t want to be responsible for their word. Of cause, those anonymous would sound like this "hate u" or "fak u" or "this is crap" and the list go on, you know what I mean. One way to have not-anonymous is to make it mandatory for them to leave their name. On blogger, they even have multiple accounts so they can sign in just to verify valid identity. Therefore if someone hates me I can hate them back. Easy isn't it?

That is all I can remember of right now. Happy killing. daa